Mary Frazier

"hey sis
I turned on the laptop and it was on pace so I thought that was a sign to write you I love you and miss you scooter got married to Jeannie which you already know that let me write you later and talk to Kevin
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"HEY SIS I THINK YOU ALREADY KNOW WHAT I DID TODAY I TOLD TONYA SOME DEEP DARK AND PAINFUL SECERTS MAY SHE WILL UNDERSTAND THINGS NOW MYY FEARS AND ALL WE WENT THRU I JUST PRAY THAT ME TELLING HER THESE THINGS SHE WOULDNT THINK I DIDNT LOVE HER ANY MORE I LOVE HER DEARLY AND YOU KNOW THAT WELL THINGS HERE IS ALRIGHT IM JUST TRYING TO FIGURE OUT IF IM STAYING HERE OR WHAT IT IS QUITE HERE AND I DONT HAVE TO LIVE WITH NONE OF THE KIDS NOW FOR I GOT MY OWN PLACE NOW WELL BABY IM GETTING TRIED SO ILL GO FOR NOW I LOVE YOU AND GIVE MOMMA SHANNON AND DWL A BIG HUG AND ANYBODY ELSE THAT IS THERE WITH YOU I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH
YOUR BIG SIS PAT"

"hi sis ive been trying to write you but it wouldnt go thru I miss you and love you so much"

"hi sis
well i guess lulu and the other girls are doing alright ive not seen them since they went back to their moms ,my daughter i pray that they can have help understanding life roads that they are going thru sis you and the rest of the family look after them and help them,please ask God to help me with tonya and also just plain being nice i cant understand nothing no more i know i miss you so much and momma and the rest too now i wished that kieth was here to watch his girls grow up i guess i made alot of bad things to ask for mart i love you and every body there and miss youll
love always your sis pat"

"sis im asking you, momma and keith to help lulu understand whats going on with sasha being gone now it seems like we cant keep a animal around here it hurts so i know lu lu is hurting so bad she has lost alot in the 6 years she has been here and has never accept her fathers dealth she still has alot of pain with her daddy being gone well lord please help her and faye and the other girls and tonya lord please"

"hey sis i dont know whats going on with me i feel lost or just out of place i dont even know why its not like im doing without cause i dont ,maybe itss my nerves cause donald wayne is driving me crazy i guess i dont even want to be here any more this sure isnt the way i want to be in years to come i miss you alot and thank about you alot you and momma being gone has really took its toll on me but when dwl passes on ill get away from here ill be going to texas or somewhere cause its not going to be here well ill go i love you and youll are always in my heart mary please ask God to help my tonya and get her on the right tracks bye for now love you"

"hey sis just thought i would write to you and say hello and i love and miss you its so hard now a days not to miss youll i feel as if every bodys life goes on and mine is wondering around waiting for one of my kids or other family members to ask for help im aveing alot of things to deal with on tonya sis sometimes i dont even know my own daughter cause of the way she acts i wouldnt dream in a million years that she would have the likes of deboo i know im not to judge nobody but i hate when he puts his hands on one of the girls or tonya it breaks my own heart to think that because i say something to her about him she thinks i hate her but i dont i love my daughter so very much and i just wat her to know that i know im not to be judgeing people thats Gods job but i just want things for her to be better then it is now i pray that someday God would send her someone to be good to her and her girls , i miss you mary and miss me talking to you but this way i know deep down you hear me well ill go for now sis i love you and sorry about dumping this in your lap ok love you your sister pat"

"hey sis just thought i would write to you and say hello and i love and miss you its so hard now a days not to miss youll i feel as if every bodys life goes on and mine is wondering around waiting for one of my kids or other family members to ask for help im aveing alot of things to deal with on tonya sis sometimes i dont even know my own daughter cause of the way she acts i wouldnt dream in a million years that she would have the likes of deboo i know im not to judge nobody but i hate when he puts his hands on one of the girls or tonya it breaks my own heart to think that because i say something to her about him she thinks i hate her but i dont i love my daughter so very much and i just wat her to know that i know im not to be judgeing people thats Gods job but i just want things for her to be better then it is now i pray that someday God would send her someone to be good to her and her girls , i miss you mary and miss me talking to you but this way i know deep down you hear me well ill go for now sis i love you and sorry about dumping this in your lap ok love you your sister pat"

"hey mary i been thinking about you and was wondering if momma and shannon is there with bruce if they are i know you are happy,mary i miss you so much and love you and everybody up there mary kiss momma for me and give big hug for me too and give your self one too ive been having alot on my mind lately i dont know whats with this or what i know i was so happy to hear that our brother tony was alright but of course you knew that youll are our angels looking over us helping God and Jesus well ill go for now i love you and miss you and the others so much"

"hey mary i been thinking about you and was wondering if momma and shannon is there with bruce if they are i know you are happy,mary i miss you so much and love you and everybody up there mary kiss momma for me and give big hug for me too and give your self one too ive been having alot on my mind lately i dont know whats with this or what i know i was so happy to hear that our brother tony was alright but of course you knew that youll are our angels looking over us helping God and Jesus well ill go for now i love you and miss you and the others so much"

"hey sis i was thinking about you today and i got sad because you wasnt here this christmas, but then i was happy for you because now youre not in no pain and i know you are happy with your husband and momma and then the rest of our family so my sadness turn in happiness not because youre not here but because you are happy and out of pain and thats the main thing i know im going around with everything i dont mean too sis i love you and miss you and now because im not home in texas tony thinks i dont care about him but i do but thats just our baby brother you knowhow he is i wish i could go home but i cant l leave dwl and thats just futher from my kids i pray things would be better without deboo for she needs someone who is going to help her and the girls and not be living off of them,and being mean but i still like my prays will be answered its in Gods hand well ill go for now i love you and miss you hug momma and shannon and tell them i love them too and of course i miss them too love always your big sister patti"

"hey sis i was thinking about you and thought i would write to you i know this time last year i could pick up the phone and call you and i miss that too sis i miss you so much and love you even more its hard to believe its been almost a year for you being in heaven i love you and enjoy your frist year there with every body ok
love always and for ever your big sis pat"

"I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT THIS SITE I FEEL A CONECTION TO YOU MARY I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND LOVE YOU I KNOW I WRITE TOO MUCH ON HERE,BUT IT RELEIVES ALOT OF MOTIONS I HAVE LOCKED UP INSIDE ME AND WHEN IM HERE I GUESS I JUST LET IT ALL OUT WELL 2 MORROW I HAVE SURGREY ON MY HAND I PRAY YOU ARE WATCHING OVER ME AND GOD BEING WITH YOU AND LETS EVERYTHING GO GOOD I WONT BE IN RECOVERY LONG AND THEN IN MY OWN BED ,MARY I MISS YOU AND I NEED YOU AS MY ANGEL OK I WILL ALREADY HAVE GOD OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST WITH ME ALL THE WAY THRU IT FOR I KNOW THEY WILL LET ME PULL THRU THIS I STILL WANT YOU BY ME I WILL KNOW YOU ARE THERE I HAVE MY WIND CHIMES AND EVERYTIME THEY CHIME I FEEL YOU AND MOMMA BY ME WILL ILL GO I LOVE YOULL"

"WELL ITS ME AGAIN MARY I SURE DO MISS YOU SO MUCH TELL EVERY BODY I SAID HELLO OK WE ARE DOIN GOOD HERE WE ALL TALK TO EACH OTHER NOW AND STAY IN TOUCH SO THATS A BIG PLUS I PRAY YOU WILL PROTECT ME WITH GOD AND JESUS TUESDAY WHEN I GO TO SURGREY PLEASE I PRAY NOTHING GOES WRONG FOR I STILL WANT TO STAY HERE ALOT LONGER FOR EVERYBODY I HAVE MY FAITH IN GOD AND HE WILL HEAL ME AND ILL BE ALRIGHT WELL SIS ILL GO FOR NOW I LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOULL KEEP EVERY THING COOL UP THERE AND ILL KEEP EVERYONE HERE TOGETHER AND ALL OK SIS
LOVE ALWAYS YOUR SISTER
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"hey sis here i am again i got you that i always talk to when i got something laying heavy on my mind well i got my pre op done and my ekg showed that i had a blockeage or a heart attack i go to the heart dr wednesday in roanoke sis i know youre not here on earth but you are my angel up there along with momma and shannon i pray that every thing works out here and its not my time to leave earth please put in a good word for me up there i need to stay here for i have the kids and the rest of our family to keep together and straight im not trying to be selfish or nothing i just pray that our God would leave me here to help the others and plus to get my kids and the rest of our family ready for me to go ,make sure they are going to be alright i dont know if im saying this right or what but please ask God to keep me here longer ok tell momma and every body i said hello and i miss and love them well until next time sis i love you andmiss you so much too
your big sis pat"

"well sis here i am again but this is the only way to talk to you except in my prayers today its been 5 months since you left us and went to heaven i know you are doing great now with no pain and all plus you got alot of our loved ones up there to see its like a reunion ive been told youre happy back in bruces arms too mary i miss you so much and love you too say hello to momma daddy cj shanon and bruce and all the others well ill go for now i love you sis and miss all of youll but i know GOD and JESUS is taking care of youll love you"

"well sis here i am again still missing you and wanting to hear from you but i know you are up there looking down on us and you are our angel always well ill go for now love you always your oldest sister pat"

"hey sis i was just thinking about you which is always i look for you to call but i never recieve the calls any more i know you are in a better place and not laying in the bed not knowing whats going on and totally out of it ,i wish there was more we could have done for you the only thing was for us to do is make sure you wasnt in no pain which that along gave me pain for you was always up and about and then you couldnt do any thing but thats alright sis for we was there to help you like the many things you done for us tell momma and shannon i love them and our brothers cj,cecil,and cowboy and daddy too i love you and miss you so much words can never explain it well ill go keep watching over us ok sis i love you your big sis pat"

"WELL SIS ITS BBEEN GOING 3 MONTHS AND I STILL MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY I LOVE YOU AND WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU ,I KNOW YOU AND MOMMA AND SHANNON AND THE REST OF THE FAMILY IS HAVING FUN TOGETHER I MISS ALL OF YOULL BUT MOST OF ALL I MISS ALL OF US TALKING TO ONE ANOTHER ,AND CREATING MORE MEMORIES TOGETHER ,WELL YOULL WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN THATS FOR SURE LOVE ALWAYS YOUR SISTER PAT"

"my dearst sister Mary i love miss you so much i got myself tryin to call just to love youll always be in our hearts never forgotten. I wish we had a little more time together to no one another I LOVE YOU MARY"

"WELL ITS BEEN A MONTH NOW AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH SIS I KNOW YOU AARE IN HEAVEN WITH OUR LORD FOR YOU NEVER DID ANYTHING TO HURT NO BODY YOU WAS A GIVER NOT A TAKER LIKE OUR MOTHER WAS I KNOW YOU ARE HAPPY TO BE WITH BRUCE YOUR HUSBAND AND MOMMA AND ALL THE OTHER MEMBERS OF OUR FAMILY AND SO MANY FRIENDS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND MY MEMORYS OF YOU ARE CHERISH AND WELL ALWAYS BE REMBERED AND I WELL THINK OF THEM EVERYDAY LOVE YOU SIS ALWAYS AND FOREVER
YOUR SISTER PAT"

"my loving sister you will be missed so much by us all our memories are so many of you the things we all have done as a family ,now your at home with bruce,momma ,daddy,cj.and all the other family members ,and your so many friends too i stayed up the night before so i could spend just alittle more time with you it was kinda like when you were little i would watch over you when you were sick ,i love you mary and i will miss you soso much sis i wished i could have taken your pain and that is 1 thing you did say no too until we see each other ago baby now we have another angel looking over us and that you truely are my angel your sister pat"

"David and I were friends of mary,
we visited her in her last few days and we are very glad we did,
she was a great spirited person, despite everything she was going through, we enjoyed her company whether it be at trade days, or at her home,
we will miss her,
we are sorry to have missed her service but noone notified us.
David and Fiona."

"Sorry to hear the loss of Ms. Frazier. She was a very good tenant when she lived at Hudman. May God Bless your family always."